For myself, it is kissing. I had past love in which got me on it like a drug addiction. But later, being back to solitude, it has become something that doesn't come by as much. But as my desperate soul has to get, I have gotten close to new friends, and more especially female friends. And one girl who interests me and she's even single has been locked-on by my heart.
Day in and Day out I see her and talk to her and all that same old stuff. But what gets to me is how close I get.
Not emotionally and romantically, Physically.
I seem to have a weak gravitational pull to her and get so close. And I stare at her.
Boobs, butt, curves, legs, don't care.
What I just can't get over is her lips. So close to mine, and mine are close to her's. And each word, each dumb joke, no matter, just those lips keep going. And all I am is stuck on that. She may feel I have something for her, but I just want to go for her and touch.
Kiss her. I don't mind how much or for how long, that's all I would want.
But I might go full force, and go with too much as if I was the bashful girlfriend and she was the oblivious boyfriend of some romance movie or anime. Just can't get over it, such a simple person and I want it bad.
And probably she'd kill me after she recoils from the kissing attack.
All I can do is obsess.
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